back from the mission trip for a week
still miss all the wonderful moment at there, and all the people at there.
but it's time to back to the reality, think about my fyp2 and my future.
Today just talk about the master thing with my mom,
she said she just worried about the fee only,
she scared dad can't afford to pay me for the fee.
So, i have to seriously think about it deeply,
start from this moment.
But i feel like want to find someone to guide me to...
i'm confused.
Confused about my fyp2,
confused about my future,
to stay on study or start my career,
confused about everything about me,
what actually are the things that i want?!
I have no idea.
Monday, December 15, 2008
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Wishes
I wish i can tell you everything with no worries.
But not just simply find someone to talk to.
I wish i can share all the good and bad things with you.
But not crying alone in my room.
I wish i can be placed in a special position in your heart.
But not just an ordinary girl's friend.
I wish i can be the 1st to hear all your good and bad things.
But not to hear from others.
I wish i'm not the last to know your things.
I wish i can control my heart not to miss you so much.
I wish i can control myself not to care you so much.
I wish i can control my emotion so that it would not easily influenced by you.
I wish i would not cry for you.
I wish you can be the 1st to know my everything.
I wish you can stand to know all the bad things that happened to me.
I wish you can care on me.
I wish you can be my supporter
when i was weak.
I wish...
you can stay away from me
if you just need a doll to play for.
But not just simply find someone to talk to.
I wish i can share all the good and bad things with you.
But not crying alone in my room.
I wish i can be placed in a special position in your heart.
But not just an ordinary girl's friend.
I wish i can be the 1st to hear all your good and bad things.
But not to hear from others.
I wish i'm not the last to know your things.
I wish i can control my heart not to miss you so much.
I wish i can control myself not to care you so much.
I wish i can control my emotion so that it would not easily influenced by you.
I wish i would not cry for you.
I wish you can be the 1st to know my everything.
I wish you can stand to know all the bad things that happened to me.
I wish you can care on me.
I wish you can be my supporter
when i was weak.
I wish...
you can stay away from me
if you just need a doll to play for.
Just two of us
Quit
Everybody is calling me to quit.
I know this is the only way to solve this problem.
But i can't stop it.
I can't stop thinking of him.
But one thing that makes me warm and touch is
there are many people outsides there
are really cared about me.
Sharon, Li xian, Shu ping, Francis....
Thanks you all!
I know this is the only way to solve this problem.
But i can't stop it.
I can't stop thinking of him.
But one thing that makes me warm and touch is
there are many people outsides there
are really cared about me.
Sharon, Li xian, Shu ping, Francis....
Thanks you all!
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Study Week
Study week suppose to be the time to do our revision.
But i can't really make it.
1st, i haven't pass up my fyp,
so is impossible for me to concentrate on my study.
2nd, there is only me and another housemate in my apartment,
so is so damn boring till i can't have mood to take out the notes.
3rd, i kept on thinking someone, especially at night,
so, can't concentrate my mind.
But i can't really make it.
1st, i haven't pass up my fyp,
so is impossible for me to concentrate on my study.
2nd, there is only me and another housemate in my apartment,
so is so damn boring till i can't have mood to take out the notes.
3rd, i kept on thinking someone, especially at night,
so, can't concentrate my mind.
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Friday, October 17, 2008
Friday, October 10, 2008
Finally
Finally finishing my marketing assignment!
But is not so perfect one, i know.
This assignment really killed me!
Now is my fyp turned.
I'm really scare i can't manage to graduate on time!
Everytime when i was reading my fyp,
i was like thinking on what is this all about?
i have no idea what i am doing!
Really really blur this semester....
Everything came so fast till i can't really sat down to think about each of it in detail.
Everything.......
But is not so perfect one, i know.
This assignment really killed me!
Now is my fyp turned.
I'm really scare i can't manage to graduate on time!
Everytime when i was reading my fyp,
i was like thinking on what is this all about?
i have no idea what i am doing!
Really really blur this semester....
Everything came so fast till i can't really sat down to think about each of it in detail.
Everything.......
Thursday, October 9, 2008
I hate marketing
I hate marketing!!!!
I hate it.
I hate it..
I really really hate it...
Today was really suck!!
I hate it.
I hate it..
I really really hate it...
Today was really suck!!
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Wednesday
What a busy day today!!
Early morning i woke up with a pair of sleepy eyes and lazy body, carried my laptop, my red umbrella and my big bottle to went to FIT to find someone called Mclean...
But he was not there!
Then i switched to Chancellery to find someone who was in charge in the anjung unimas website thing, but the receptionist said, " sorry, i think you must be wrong cause we're not in charge in anything about website."
Then she asked me to ask my officer in my faculty. Fined.
Then i backed to BS 3, setting up my laptop to wait my group members( cause i was the leader) to save the softcopy of banner design to me.
It's really annoying when you are so busy and the lecturing is started but
yet i still need to sit on the floor outside BS3, waiting for those who are late.
I hated people who are not punctual.
I hate those came in with " sorry, i have no time to do so",
or " sorry, i don't know how to do it"..........
Damn shit!
After finished the class, i had a meeting on the seminar things. Then my lecturer suddenly said, " I want to see those banner hang up on Monday!" I was like OMG, the faculty will have to take 2 weeks to come out with the finish banner. How am i gonna make it on Monday??
Shit again!
Then i had to rush to Bunga Raya to correct the banner then backed to faculty again to give the softcopy to my lecturer.
At the same time, i had sms to my ping pong's president to let him knew that i can't make it to the ping pong club.
Just after a second, i received a message from my friend said that the president want me to write a formal letter for not coming to the afternoon meeting!!!
WTF, it's just a record down the ping pong's codes' job only
Why have to make it so complicated.
Why don't just ask someone there to give a hand!!!
And he himself is also my course mate, my friend, and most important is , he's a student also.
...........................................
Really don't know when can i get out of this mess!!
And FYP again...
I still got marketing assignment, CTA assignment and Compensation mid term.
Wish me good luck!
Early morning i woke up with a pair of sleepy eyes and lazy body, carried my laptop, my red umbrella and my big bottle to went to FIT to find someone called Mclean...
But he was not there!
Then i switched to Chancellery to find someone who was in charge in the anjung unimas website thing, but the receptionist said, " sorry, i think you must be wrong cause we're not in charge in anything about website."
Then she asked me to ask my officer in my faculty. Fined.
Then i backed to BS 3, setting up my laptop to wait my group members( cause i was the leader) to save the softcopy of banner design to me.
It's really annoying when you are so busy and the lecturing is started but
yet i still need to sit on the floor outside BS3, waiting for those who are late.
I hated people who are not punctual.
I hate those came in with " sorry, i have no time to do so",
or " sorry, i don't know how to do it"..........
Damn shit!
After finished the class, i had a meeting on the seminar things. Then my lecturer suddenly said, " I want to see those banner hang up on Monday!" I was like OMG, the faculty will have to take 2 weeks to come out with the finish banner. How am i gonna make it on Monday??
Shit again!
Then i had to rush to Bunga Raya to correct the banner then backed to faculty again to give the softcopy to my lecturer.
At the same time, i had sms to my ping pong's president to let him knew that i can't make it to the ping pong club.
Just after a second, i received a message from my friend said that the president want me to write a formal letter for not coming to the afternoon meeting!!!
WTF, it's just a record down the ping pong's codes' job only
Why have to make it so complicated.
Why don't just ask someone there to give a hand!!!
And he himself is also my course mate, my friend, and most important is , he's a student also.
...........................................
Really don't know when can i get out of this mess!!
And FYP again...
I still got marketing assignment, CTA assignment and Compensation mid term.
Wish me good luck!
Friday, September 19, 2008
Relationship
How many types of relationships appear in this world?
Friends
Couples
Gay
Lesbian
sex partner
sport partner
clubbing partner
shopping partner
chatting partner
Any idea on how to solve the following equation:
friend
+sport partner
+clubbing partner
+shopping partner
+chatting partner= ??
Thursday, September 18, 2008
Friday, September 12, 2008
Kiss
~~Kiss on the Forehead~~
Forever you will be mine
I hope we're together forever
Forever you will be mine
I hope we're together forever
Is it True??
Doubt.
Doubt.
Numb
Finished submitting my chapter 1...
But still got chapter 2 and 3 to go for..
i'm numb with the "rushing assignment" period
It's a routined for me to do any assignments in last minutes
I know that it's not a good habit
But i just get used to it.
Really really need to change this habit
Soon.
But still got chapter 2 and 3 to go for..
i'm numb with the "rushing assignment" period
It's a routined for me to do any assignments in last minutes
I know that it's not a good habit
But i just get used to it.
Really really need to change this habit
Soon.
Monday, September 8, 2008
Finally
HUrraY~~~~
Finally, i've my own blog!
Special thanks to my dear junior, Nana~~
Before this, i had lot of thinking want to put all my secret stories at here
but now...hehehe...that kinda feeling turned cold...
Anyway, maybe i'm just not familiar with this kinda way to express myself
Soon or later will get used to it!!
Hmm..i'm now at CAIS.
Searching the infor for my fyp and assignments!!
This coming Wednesday need to submit my chapter 1 and also chapter 2 and 3's draft.
i feel like not rush at all. Don't now why??!!! BUT i Know i'm gonna die if i still waving in this kind of mood!
Finally, i've my own blog!
Special thanks to my dear junior, Nana~~
Before this, i had lot of thinking want to put all my secret stories at here
but now...hehehe...that kinda feeling turned cold...
Anyway, maybe i'm just not familiar with this kinda way to express myself
Soon or later will get used to it!!
Hmm..i'm now at CAIS.
Searching the infor for my fyp and assignments!!
This coming Wednesday need to submit my chapter 1 and also chapter 2 and 3's draft.
i feel like not rush at all. Don't now why??!!! BUT i Know i'm gonna die if i still waving in this kind of mood!