I'm talking to someone

Hey, someone there...
i wanna tell you that i miss him.
No....is not missing.
Close to miss but it is not missing.
Just feel like wanna cry.
Feel like why it ended up like this? Why?
Lots of thinking running through my mind when i looked at his photos.
The very 1st thing i wanna ask him is "how are you?"

How are you jon?
If you're gonna ask me back.
My answer would be: I'm pretty good now. But i still need time.

I knew that i shouldn't write all this again. I have to move on and stop all this stupid imagination and what if sorta things. People said it is pity for a person to keep on not letting past memories go. Writing blog about someone does not cure everything. I don't want to be self pity.

Hello barbarians~

There are some barbarians here.
Working for these barbarians is training me to restrain my temper.
I'm just doing my job. And my job is to make sure you do the right thing.
You are the one who miss out and yet came and complained saying that how pity your guys are....How cruel the management treated you...blah blah blah...
If you've done nothing wrong, tolonglah, i don't even bother to recall your name!
Wondering the only cara you guys used is complaining non stop through phone, with me tak sempat replying a word,  then cut off the call. Is it funny? Or does it make you happier?

-.-

Places to sleep under the stars

I took this from Yahoo website.
http://travel.yahoo.com/p-interests-35722807

Photos enclosed

Loisaba Wilderness Lodge, Kenya ( I like this the most! I kiss the sun!)

Lion Sands Private Game Reserve, South Africa ( Then this!!! I love the environment!!!)

Amangiri Resort, Canyon Point, Utah ( The sky and the baldness attract me.)

Blue Mountains Private Safaris, Australia (Among all these, this place is like a place that i might go, cause is near to Malaysia)

Adrère Amellal Desert Ecolodge, Egypt (Egypt, it used to be my must-go-place-in-my-life, i think still.)

Killa Bhawan, Rajasthan (Not addicted. Maybe because will feel guilty to stay at such a high place, while the rest of them are living starving)

L’Albereta, Erbusco, Lombardy, Italy (Erm....not at all. It's too modern for me...Nonono...)

Happy 12th Birthday!

Mm...created when i was 12 years old. Primary Six.^^

Flowery blogs

Those flowery blogs are so hard to read!!! So distractive...
And i noticed seldom people who blog in English would do that, only those on Chinese, they will put more than 3 colours of its font, and there would be different size of their fonts too.....
k lah, not all Chinese fonts writer did that.
Maybe i forgot to bring my glasses,
will put on my glasses next time when i read it.

If Only

I'm so wanna post this on the other blog. But i think it is not a good place to post it. It's not a good idea.

For those who likes "The notebook", this is so much more nicer.

I just want you to listen. You need to hear it.

I....but i wouldn't allow myself to truely feel it until today

Today, because of you, what i learnt from you, every choice i made was different and my life has completely changed

If you do that, you are living your life fully, doesn't matter if you have 5 minutes or 50 years

If not for you, i'd never known love

Thank you for been positive told me to love, and to be loved

You don't have to say anything
I just want to tell you