Am so stress last night. Rushing for my FYP and worrying about my exam some more. Didn't sleep well last night cause worked until 4 am. I noticed that when i was stress, i'll start thinking if him. I always used to call him and complained and cried for everything... All this memories came to my mind last night. I wished i could reach him. I was thinking to call J, but knowing that he's is in a happy mood about his photographer thing. I don't want to bother him cause even though i call him and complain to him, it would change anything.
Luckily the line was quite good last night, so i managed to msn with A. Looking for some advices from him. Thanks A. And also Nic sms me last night. Even though he's just asking me something, but his message had made my mood better. Thanks. I don't know why we have to talk to others when we are stress or sad so that we can feel better...Is it human nature? or because i am a gal, more emotional?
My mood is like a roller coaster recently. sometimes it swings to very high, sometimes goes to very low. Same with my feeling towards him. Questioning myself without anwser-.-
Later on need to meet my supervisor at 3pm. Really really hope that she won't change the date and time anymore. Am really sick of it! Am tired to face her! Why don't you make everything clear?
I miss home. I miss my mom. I miss my dad. I miss my dogs. I miss my room. I miss Sibu.
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