Marriage

When i was young, i thought that marriage was a simple thing.
You just go and find the one that you liked or you loved,
then live together and you will live happy forever and ever with your husband.

Until i met S.
At first, we were perfectly match!
I mean the personality.
But time passed by, we started to show up our bad side.
He tended to use lies to cover himself.
And i tended to lie myself about everything.
I thought this is the best way for us.
But i guess i was wrong...
Things getting more and more complicated..
No more romance, no more sweet words (all were lies)..
All i had were unlimited problems and worries!!!

I then noticed that marriage is not guarantee of happy forever!

My sister is another victim now!
Not to say victim actually...
Is just marriage does not only involve you and your spouse..
It involves money, family members, and all those material things.
It burdens us.
But of course if you are mature enough to look all the bad things into positive, that's good!

It's just hard for an ordinary people, seriously...

It is always happier to date than to marry, rite?
(haiz...how come i become so irresponsible??)