confession of a daughter

When i was big enough to remember my childhood,
You never hug me.
When i need your signature on my result book,
you were not there,
I am the 1 learning your signature to sign my brothers and mine result book.
When my mom needs you,
you were not there with her,
I am the 1 carried out all the house chores before i went to school.
When i get good result in any of the public exam,
you never say good to me,
you only complaint why not prefect result.
When i answered back your order,
whole family would be in trouble.
When my mom complaint about you to me,
i would smile and said just used to it.
When you are missing something,
whole family have to stop their work to look for you.
sometimes you would blame on us simply without any reason.
When you need help,
we all must help you, no matter we were free or not, willing or not.
When you lose your temper,
we all have to tolerate you, you were always right.
Even though you scolded me by using dirty word.
I'm numb.
But marks were there.
Anywhere i could hide myself a while?