This job....

I need more motivation. I mean self motivation. Self-set-goal.
I'm not gonna give up so easily. No. I'm not.
Looking back how hard i did and what ive went through to this point....
Not worth it to pause here.
I'll live through until i got the values that i want..
And this is all i want to be here.

I might having the give up thought again i know.
But i'm gonna let it come and deal with it.
It's alright. Nothing is too big. Not even close to tsunami.