Tiring day today. In the state of getting use to new things. Having a house owner who is my boyfriend is not easy. I feel tension with him. He has a lot of comments here and there. I am getting more and more quiet. I don't know whether this situation will keep going or what. The idea of wanting to be more independent growing inside me. 

I can't have an open and proper communication with him. I don't know how to deal with it. A lot of time i choose to be quiet and think. It seems like things didn't really look like what i thought. Every time there is disagreement, i doubt. 

Lord please give me wisdom to teach me to walk to your plan.