新加坡这里原来很流行祭拜，特别是现在鬼节时。

我去打包时看见很多的香，大条小条的插在草边，还有蜡烛，还有一些我小时候吃的饼干，还有发糕（这是我在这里学到的一个词），还有饭盒。还有用大油桶烧纸钱，路边我还会看到纸钱随风而飘。

我很好奇，真的很好奇。不过我晓得这些东西我不需要插手太多。只是心里觉得我们人真的很软弱。

原来新国那么先进的地方还是有那么根深蒂固的这种思想。

以为说只有那些很落后的地方才需要福音，原来根本不是。到处都需要福音。越先进的地方越需要，因为他们看不到他们的弱。只看到他们的强。

可悲的人什么时候才会觉悟？

笔与31.07.11

头很痛！
真他妈的我真的烦够了！
好人真的不好当。
当坏人的还会过的比我好啊！

左躲右避的有用吗？
还不是让自己辛苦。
谁会在乎？

真搞不懂是什么世界！！！！！！

Conversation

"Asshole Dude!@!@!
Shouldn't be my business but i really couldn't stand!!!
So fake!!!
You will pay the price for everything!!!"

"If you're smart enough and behave yourself, am sure you'll not bother to care about!"

"There is no such thing as free lunch! You're gonna pay for everything. Is just the matter of time."

If i'm crazy enough

I'll go anywhere that i want without waiting so long.
I'll look for part time job like bartender.
I'll think of different ways to get $ for my travelling fund.
I'll continuously watch 2 or 3 movies alone in cinema.
I'll get a visa then go off Malaysia to start a new life.
I'll stay 1 or 2 years in Living Water Village.
I'll get pregnant if i want a baby.

SElfish

I'm kinda worry about my future.
my financial plan
my life partner.
my career
everything...

Should i grab every opportunity that i met to make myself wealthy?
Even though it does not following His words??

~.~

I should be happy for everything!
I shouldn't compare myself with others.
I should be grateful...
It's awful to compare our life with others.
You'll never satisfy and it only makes you become miserable!

Wednesday is over

Have a happy and safe journey!

I'm blue.
Butterflies.

Sky is red and keep on pouring water to the ground.

Had argument with Sia in the office. I hate that.
But i managed to not to hide myself alone again.
End up we were telling others that we have a faught^^

Ping pong game arrived in our office!

N, i wanna call you cause i know your "don't know anything" voice sure will relieve me^^

I, don't really have mood to attend your birthday party...but you are...
never mind, no other plans too.

Almost forgot the gathering with S in Kuching...
Ergh**** how am i gonna plan for my leave??





i'm not gonna read your mind.