Having an orientation to a new manager today. So helpless cause after i finished orientation then i knew his position is actually in a new department. I really have no idea where to put him with. My big boss is taking leave today, so i have no one to ask for. So sorry for that guy. Even the departmental orientation, i couldn't arrange for him immediately. Then what about the next few days for this week?? Squeezing my brain to think of what should i do...but i have my own task to do too, can't spend too much time on that. And i still have 100 plus emails to read and to screen for, and the no is still increasing...i have 4 positions need to fill in, i have 4 more orientations for new comers, and the no. is increasing too; i have a PRC need to apply for permit which is solely new for me, i have to sit in couple of interviews again, and some spontaneous daily issues.

Mm..i guess that's all what i need to do recently.

My boss is going to resign soon. So basically from now on I need to be independent alone in all the stuff. They will get a HR Manager to replace her. But my boss said by that time, my workload would be much more heavy cause a manager normally work with mouth. And I work with hand. Is it a blessing from Him? To train me really hard. Am I supposed to say that I am a lucky gal cause I just barely be here for 2 months and it seems I need to catch up everything. I am freak out. Especially when dealing with my weaknesses. And what can I do now is just keep moving. Thought I am afraid and missing at times but I have no choice, I need to move on. Lord, can you hear my weary visible voice?

Thing comes together with him having a huge turning point in his life. I have no choice either but to accept the truth that there are His plans on me, to know him in this timing. I wonder at times, what is the purpose to let me know him? To give a hand to help him pull through all the hard times? To test me again in a relationship attitude? Or some other reasons that I might miss out?

I need true happiness. The one really comes from the deep of my heart, the smiles and the tones that are really implying the real me, instead of me forcing myself to be happy. Is grateful I know that I need to learn on. If I am grateful, I won’t be so bother.

TS

Strongly feel that TS would ruin my future.
It makes me wonder.
Doubting about my ability.
They are good friend with irresponsible and enhance laziness.
As HR, i should take action instead of talking bad about them.
But I just lost the enthusiasm to work with them.
Wonder where would they bring us heading to...

A/C executive

If i'm not mistaken, it is always the A/C department to prepare the salary for the workers.
That suppose is in their job description.
If they couldn't manage to come out the salary in time, they should have rush for it.
But what i heard were
"If anyone calls me, just tell them i'm not free, no matter who! I need to do the payroll!"
"I'm so damn busy, i don't know. I'm not free, i need to do the payroll!"
"Purchaser, I can't open cheque for you today, i'm busy, give it to me tomorrow."
"Office boy, jangan keluar dulu, aku ada lagi belum siap. tunggu ah..."

1st day of October.
Thought everything gonna be fine after the Kuching trip.
Getting a new PA to serve the ED.
Hung finally made up his mind to stay back.
That means i don't have to struggle in the sea of the Insurance Coverage...

But now.
The PA ran away.
Hung started to change his mind, again, after having conversation with WHS.
i can't reach him tonight, not even a reply for my call or message.
Things getting more and more complicated.

Is it worth to do this?
Can you pictured yourself 3 years later from now in this company?

No doubt. I started to doubt.