I am trying to accept the truth that nothing's gonna change the situation now. 

I just need to move on in a positive way no matter what.

I pause and cry when i couldn't cope with.

I called, text, email to friends to tell them how i felt. 

Trying to find a balance.

I'm not going to complain about my job here anymore.

Unless something interesting enough for me to share with.

So goodbye you selfish moron!