I'll be moving later in the morning.
This is the 1st time i move my place in Sg (not including the 1st time moving to Singapore)
I kinda reluctant to move.
Not because i like my place now, is because i don't really enjoy adapting new environment and new people. I need to reschedule my daily time.
I need to recount again how long it takes to reach my office.
How long the bus will arrive?
I need to go to new church for Sunday service.
I need to look for new places to find food.
I need to remember the route to go and back from office.
I need to take MRT for the different direction from the previous one.
I need to get use to the new landlord and new tenant.
I need to love my new bed and new room.
I need to pack and unpack my luggage.
I need to find something to do to fill my no-internet-access time.
I need to update my new address with the bank.
I need to get to use the truth that i'm moving.
Overall i just don't like doing all this alone. It makes me feel like no way is my home.
I learn to get myself busy to not think of my personal fear about these.
And every night, the only reason that makes me sleep is tiredness.
No sense of belonging here. All the times.
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