Mix feeling.

I need to move after May. Viewing a room today which i don prefer much. There is no internet access, the ceiling is so low, making the room so hot. 4 ppl in a room again, and the room is smaller than my recently one. The price is very cheap, but for comfortability, i don see any. Except it is nearer to my working place. Kinda sick of adapting new place again. Finding the right route to go and back again. Looking for the right food to feed myself. Remembering the new bus no. and all the stations.

JL is a nice person. I hope i wasn't wrong. All i want is sincerity. No more skills, no more flowery imagination, no more one side sacrificing, no more lies, no more self deceit. All i want is practical truth. Someone that i can rely on for the rest of my life. Someone that God has prepare for me, perfectly fitting me. Someone that i can give a hand to hold him for the rest of his life too. I would like to be yours then.

Happy mother's day! i love mommy! She is the best leader that had ever appeared in my life. although she might be wrong at times. she's still flawless for me.

Most of all, i love you Ping Ping!!