I am in a dilemma.
Somehow, i know i'm not totally ready yet. Rushing into another relationship in a hasty way will only destroy both of us again.
Friends, pls pray for me. Pray for the wisdom to deal with him, for he's still not a firm Christian. I'm afraid what i do will make him confused.
I want him to live through the life with all the blessings from God, but not from me.
I want him to focus on Him but not me.
I want him to know that all the peacefulness and happiness can only be granted by Him but not me.
He needs time to accept the truth of his weakness that one i know, but i am afraid he will look for hopes from me which i can never do for him. I have no hope for any one out there. It is the power of Him to give hope.
I want him to learn to love himself not because of someone loved him but because of he is His son, the unique son for Him no matter how people look at him.
I want him to be able to go through all ups and downs with Him but not rely on me. I'm mortal. Who knows when i will leaving.
I want him to have the blind faith that no matter how bad the situation, there is sure hopes from Him but not from me.
What i can do for him is to assist him to get to know His blessings.  To know His words. To remind him how good Our God is and bring him to Him, let him accept the salvation from Him genuinely.

Someone who loves God is the one that i'm looking for. Other than this, i'd rather be single for the rest of my life.