Human being are really kinda weird. When they have somethingin in their hands, they won't really appreciate it. But when they loss it, they will struggle so hard trying to get it back.
Just like me.
Am trying so hard to get rid of him but at the end, he is the one that drove me crazy!
Another example, wireless.
When i can't online in my room, am really appreciate every chances to blog. But now i can online in my room, am started lazy to blog anymore...
Human's desire make us miserable!
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Recovering
Back from Sibu last night. Quite a rush decision to go back for my fyp. Even though my senior didn't help much in that, but still thanks to them. Because of them, i get to finish all the tests and slides early. My initial plan to go back was to ask for my seniors' help for my fyp, and since i'm back to my hometown, so planning to pay respect on him. But i found out there were no one knows where he is!! What a sad new for him... So, ended up with doing nothing for him. But i did feel released after i went back to Sibu. Much more easy for me to control everything now. Thanks to my mom and dad, and friends. Am now in the process of recovering. Hope be fully recover soon ^-^
Back to the reality, my "siao" supervisor suddenly canceled the meeting and changed our presentation's schedule!! She's really unpredictable!! And don't think got anyone wants to predict her! Don't know that is a good new or bad new for me?! i've been change to the last slot on last day, that's next friday. God Bless everything can go smoothly for everyday!
Back to the reality, my "siao" supervisor suddenly canceled the meeting and changed our presentation's schedule!! She's really unpredictable!! And don't think got anyone wants to predict her! Don't know that is a good new or bad new for me?! i've been change to the last slot on last day, that's next friday. God Bless everything can go smoothly for everyday!
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Facing
Am going back to Sibu tomorrow. I don't really feel like to go home, seriously. I'm afraid to face all of them. My family. But no choice, i need to settle my fyp's problems. And it seems that only my seniors can help me at this moment so that i can survive for the next week's fyp presentation.
It's very tired when facing all those things that we are really reluctant to go through...Really really will kill a person. What to do? Since we are all human being, there is no way we can escape from this unique life cycle. The only thing that we can do is to face it. That's all.
So meaning to say, i've to back to Sibu alone tomorrow by using those 6 or 7 hours' journey's bus. And need to pretend that i know nothing about my x's death! Just thought of it will makes me sucks!
sigh...
Haiz...
Where is all the happiness??
Please come back to me!
i need you so much!
It's very tired when facing all those things that we are really reluctant to go through...Really really will kill a person. What to do? Since we are all human being, there is no way we can escape from this unique life cycle. The only thing that we can do is to face it. That's all.
So meaning to say, i've to back to Sibu alone tomorrow by using those 6 or 7 hours' journey's bus. And need to pretend that i know nothing about my x's death! Just thought of it will makes me sucks!
sigh...
Haiz...
Where is all the happiness??
Please come back to me!
i need you so much!
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Kesumas Ping Pong
Finished the Kesumas Ping Pong competition.
Not represent FEB but FSGK.
The feeling is a bit different with last time's competition.
even though we didn't make it to the semi final.
But we all didn't blame each other.
The leader, Zahrul really showed a great appreciation to all of us.
It's a wonderful memories!
Not represent FEB but FSGK.
The feeling is a bit different with last time's competition.
even though we didn't make it to the semi final.
But we all didn't blame each other.
The leader, Zahrul really showed a great appreciation to all of us.
It's a wonderful memories!
Friday, March 13, 2009
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Life is really unpredictable
He was dead.
He was dead on the 7th of Mac, in Kuching general hospital.
He was really really gone.
He will never ever appear in my life again.
Never Ever!
I hate him!
How come everybody is busy with their life
but he just slept there for the rest for his life!
His death bring lots of pain to the people who are still alive in this world!
I can't believe that it happened to me!
Is unbelievable!
And i still cried for him!
I miss him.
I started thinking of him when i saw the shirt that he bought, the places that we went through, my door lock that was changed by him, the place that i usually waited him in Allamanda, the place that i hide to cry for his cheating things, the words that he had told me, the photos that we took together, the memories that i went through with him----------for 6 years!
And he just gone like that!
keep wondering how could he do this to me?!
How could you!
How could you!
He was dead on the 7th of Mac, in Kuching general hospital.
He was really really gone.
He will never ever appear in my life again.
Never Ever!
I hate him!
How come everybody is busy with their life
but he just slept there for the rest for his life!
His death bring lots of pain to the people who are still alive in this world!
I can't believe that it happened to me!
Is unbelievable!
And i still cried for him!
I miss him.
I started thinking of him when i saw the shirt that he bought, the places that we went through, my door lock that was changed by him, the place that i usually waited him in Allamanda, the place that i hide to cry for his cheating things, the words that he had told me, the photos that we took together, the memories that i went through with him----------for 6 years!
And he just gone like that!
keep wondering how could he do this to me?!
How could you!
How could you!
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Kill myself (i'm sorry when i knew what was happened to you)
WTF .....
I was really upset and disappointed with HIM.... He's such a jerk! Asshole!
I was really damn blind and stupid!!
I was trying to call him last night. I found that he did not use that numbers anymore cause can't reached him...i was totally helpless...dun know how to cope with the problems. So i called Allen to talk about it. We ended up with the conclusions : 1) forget about the $, just think that it has been stolen 2) write a letter to maybank to cancel the join account. 3) close the digi account, clear all the bills!
And now, i'm sitting in front of my fac's lap, checking the digi's bill.
Guess what?
The bill's total is RM 1,310.92
WTF!!
The moral behind the story is :
1) Don't trust man!
2) Don't trust anyone else except you yourself!
3) Don't borrow your $ to anyone, even your lover or husband and wife!
4) Don't join any account or car loan or house loan with your lover BEFORE you get married!
5) Don't be too "soft heart" to others, they won't appreciate it. NEVER!
I was really upset and disappointed with HIM.... He's such a jerk! Asshole!
I was really damn blind and stupid!!
I was trying to call him last night. I found that he did not use that numbers anymore cause can't reached him...i was totally helpless...dun know how to cope with the problems. So i called Allen to talk about it. We ended up with the conclusions : 1) forget about the $, just think that it has been stolen 2) write a letter to maybank to cancel the join account. 3) close the digi account, clear all the bills!
And now, i'm sitting in front of my fac's lap, checking the digi's bill.
Guess what?
The bill's total is RM 1,310.92
WTF!!
The moral behind the story is :
1) Don't trust man!
2) Don't trust anyone else except you yourself!
3) Don't borrow your $ to anyone, even your lover or husband and wife!
4) Don't join any account or car loan or house loan with your lover BEFORE you get married!
5) Don't be too "soft heart" to others, they won't appreciate it. NEVER!
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
This week
Am having a inter faculty ping pong competition on this coming weekend. And i made a decision to import myself to FEB instead of my own faculty. I was having stress on this competition. Quite a lot. I kept on asking myself, is it the right decision to take part in this competition? is it ok for me to represent FEB? What is my purpose to join this competition? Will i ruin the whole team?
Gosh...i never ever been so serious in a sport competition before, this is the 1st time for me.
Apart from that, for my fyp data collection, i can't manage to have enough respondents! How am i gonna do now since i am running out the time. The presentation is on the next week. Yet haven't to discover anything for chapter 4 and 5.
sigh****
Gosh...i never ever been so serious in a sport competition before, this is the 1st time for me.
Apart from that, for my fyp data collection, i can't manage to have enough respondents! How am i gonna do now since i am running out the time. The presentation is on the next week. Yet haven't to discover anything for chapter 4 and 5.
sigh****
Friday, March 6, 2009
laptop-less
My laptop kena virus.
Sent it to my friend's there, hope he really can fix it for me.
Supposed to have dance practice this afternoon but due to the leader's health condition, we force to intercept it.
So
No laptop.
No lunch. (cause i'm fasting)
No entertainment.
And
extremely hot outside
extremely bored to stay in my room
extremely sleepy in nana's room
Till i received Wong's call
asking me to play ping pong later!
Makes me think about Nic again,
plan to ask him as well
but think i won't lo
cause he stay so far from BR.
Sent it to my friend's there, hope he really can fix it for me.
Supposed to have dance practice this afternoon but due to the leader's health condition, we force to intercept it.
So
No laptop.
No lunch. (cause i'm fasting)
No entertainment.
And
extremely hot outside
extremely bored to stay in my room
extremely sleepy in nana's room
Till i received Wong's call
asking me to play ping pong later!
Makes me think about Nic again,
plan to ask him as well
but think i won't lo
cause he stay so far from BR.
Ping Pong
Long time didn't post anything on blog. Actually got loads of things to say, just because busy and the poor line that stopped me from doing it.
Mmm, let's talk about ping pong. I found that i fall in love with ping pong after the intra ping pong competition that was hold on 28thFeb and 1st mac. Especially the double mix match! REALLY enjoyed it with Nic ^-^..He was so gentlemen, so nice and so patient to teach me...And i made a decision want to buy a ping pong racket and train myself to become expect on ping pong (know it is not easy). But i'll try my very best to achieve it!! haha..
He is the guy that i mentioned lo~~
He is the guy that i mentioned lo~~