I really don't understand why he sometimes so ridiculous. Keep on nagging about something non stop. Especially those negative things. I can't get alone with this. If I were to tell my friend what kinda people that I dislike most,I would say those people who didn't do any yet keep on complaining about something. What the fuck to keep on repeating something that is not gonna changed?

When my palms are so dry for keep washing dishes and preparing for cooking, I say none even I feel so not comfortable with my palm. When my lower back is in sourness after cleaning those raw food I say none. I go shower and get myself a short nap. What for to say it out and you will only said sayang sayang. Why don't I just say sayang to myself then just move on. Why I can but you can't?

If something can be done then why don't just shut up and move on with it.  spend those negative energy to make things work!  Isn't that correct?

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3rd week in Miri, I don't fucking care how the town look like. I just live with it. What I know people who drive here more civilize than in cbu. Even during jam hour people still maintain 忍让精神. I wasn't the 1 who did that all the time. I see mood and react.

I haven familiar with all in my job, kinda frustrated at time, but I talked to myself, imma not stupid, just need more time only. We'll see.

I lost 1kg and I knew it. Cause I just can feel it!

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Week 2 in Miri. There were a lot to give thanks.

Life here with JL is getting better. We share the expenses, and mainly he paid more all the time. I love cooking and enjoy cooking for both of us. The best part in daily life is after work either he or me will cook for each other, depends on who comes home first.

Working life still in moving progress, i don't know where is the end. Perhaps non stop learning. But definitely not as stressful as in Singapore in the early stage. Sometimes i recalled back the difficult times in Singapore, which still make me feel a bit phobia in human pool in working environment.

I managed to go and back from work since day 1 working here. Although i sometimes lost my direction but in the end still can back home.

The only thing so far i am not really use to is the traffic jam. In the morning still alright cause i will go out early. But when i back from office, the traffic jam is always driving me crazy. The jam can really ruin my day. Twice so far. A lot of anger no way to release.