My holiday

back from the mission trip for a week
still miss all the wonderful moment at there, and all the people at there.

but it's time to back to the reality, think about my fyp2 and my future.
Today just talk about the master thing with my mom,
she said she just worried about the fee only,
she scared dad can't afford to pay me for the fee.

So, i have to seriously think about it deeply,
start from this moment.
But i feel like want to find someone to guide me to...
i'm confused.
Confused about my fyp2,
confused about my future,
to stay on study or start my career,
confused about everything about me,
what actually are the things that i want?!
I have no idea.

Wishes

I wish i can tell you everything with no worries.
But not just simply find someone to talk to.
I wish i can share all the good and bad things with you.
But not crying alone in my room.
I wish i can be placed in a special position in your heart.
But not just an ordinary girl's friend.
I wish i can be the 1st to hear all your good and bad things.
But not to hear from others.

I wish i'm not the last to know your things.

I wish i can control my heart not to miss you so much.
I wish i can control myself not to care you so much.
I wish i can control my emotion so that it would not easily influenced by you.

I wish i would not cry for you.

I wish you can be the 1st to know my everything.
I wish you can stand to know all the bad things that happened to me.
I wish you can care on me.
I wish you can be my supporter
when i was weak.


I wish...
you can stay away from me
if you just need a doll to play for.

Just two of us

HRD night 2006.
We were 1st year at that time.
Funny and innocent look...

at DK, CTF2, UNIMAS.

HRD night 2007.
He was the MC.

The night before we were going to change our hairstyle.

After cutting our hair at YUKI.

I like this photo a lot...

Hartz chicken in Kuching.

He created a song for his college, Bunga Raya
and he invited me to go for the celebration dinner on the cruise.
It's an unforgettable night.

PA class at BS 3.
No place to sit, so just sit on the floor.

HRD night 2008 at golf club.

Two days one night trip at Sematan beach;
moon at the back there...

Two days one night trip at Palm beach;
one of the waterfall...

Two days before the seminar,
he didn't realized that i'm taking this photo,
cause he was so serious at that time.

Quit

Everybody is calling me to quit.
I know this is the only way to solve this problem.
But i can't stop it.
I can't stop thinking of him.

But one thing that makes me warm and touch is
there are many people outsides there
are really cared about me.

Sharon, Li xian, Shu ping, Francis....
Thanks you all!

Study Week

Study week suppose to be the time to do our revision.
But i can't really make it.
1st, i haven't pass up my fyp,
so is impossible for me to concentrate on my study.
2nd, there is only me and another housemate in my apartment,
so is so damn boring till i can't have mood to take out the notes.
3rd, i kept on thinking someone, especially at night,
so, can't concentrate my mind.

Choir gathering at KFC

The photographer wanted to take that bottle only...
But two of us are so "ai hien".....

sweet memories

nice is it?
i had a sweet memories at this place, with someone.
Wondering when we can manage to revisit this place again!
......\(*o*)/ I LOVE U......

Finally

Finally finishing my marketing assignment!
But is not so perfect one, i know.
This assignment really killed me!

Now is my fyp turned.
I'm really scare i can't manage to graduate on time!
Everytime when i was reading my fyp,
i was like thinking on what is this all about?
i have no idea what i am doing!

Really really blur this semester....
Everything came so fast till i can't really sat down to think about each of it in detail.
Everything.......

Special Oatmeal~

A warm oatmeal that brought by a special person in a raining night.
Thank you.

I hate marketing

I hate marketing!!!!
I hate it.
I hate it..
I really really hate it...

Today was really suck!!

Wednesday

What a busy day today!!
Early morning i woke up with a pair of sleepy eyes and lazy body, carried my laptop, my red umbrella and my big bottle to went to FIT to find someone called Mclean...
But he was not there!
Then i switched to Chancellery to find someone who was in charge in the anjung unimas website thing, but the receptionist said, " sorry, i think you must be wrong cause we're not in charge in anything about website."
Then she asked me to ask my officer in my faculty. Fined.
Then i backed to BS 3, setting up my laptop to wait my group members( cause i was the leader) to save the softcopy of banner design to me.
It's really annoying when you are so busy and the lecturing is started but
yet i still need to sit on the floor outside BS3, waiting for those who are late.
I hated people who are not punctual.
I hate those came in with " sorry, i have no time to do so",
or " sorry, i don't know how to do it"..........
Damn shit!
After finished the class, i had a meeting on the seminar things. Then my lecturer suddenly said, " I want to see those banner hang up on Monday!" I was like OMG, the faculty will have to take 2 weeks to come out with the finish banner. How am i gonna make it on Monday??
Shit again!
Then i had to rush to Bunga Raya to correct the banner then backed to faculty again to give the softcopy to my lecturer.
At the same time, i had sms to my ping pong's president to let him knew that i can't make it to the ping pong club.
Just after a second, i received a message from my friend said that the president want me to write a formal letter for not coming to the afternoon meeting!!!
WTF, it's just a record down the ping pong's codes' job only
Why have to make it so complicated.
Why don't just ask someone there to give a hand!!!
And he himself is also my course mate, my friend, and most important is , he's a student also.
...........................................
Really don't know when can i get out of this mess!!
And FYP again...
I still got marketing assignment, CTA assignment and Compensation mid term.


Wish me good luck!

Relationship

How many types of relationships appear in this world?

Friends

Couples

Gay

Lesbian

sex partner

sport partner

clubbing partner

shopping partner

chatting partner

Any idea on how to solve the following equation:

friend

+sport partner

+clubbing partner

+shopping partner

+chatting partner= ??

Bookmark

A Special and Meaningful bookmark for me!

Kiss

~~Kiss on the Forehead~~
Forever you will be mine
I hope we're together forever

Is it True??

Doubt.

Numb

Finished submitting my chapter 1...
But still got chapter 2 and 3 to go for..
i'm numb with the "rushing assignment" period
It's a routined for me to do any assignments in last minutes
I know that it's not a good habit
But i just get used to it.
Really really need to change this habit
Soon.

Finally

HUrraY~~~~
Finally, i've my own blog!
Special thanks to my dear junior, Nana~~
Before this, i had lot of thinking want to put all my secret stories at here
but now...hehehe...that kinda feeling turned cold...
Anyway, maybe i'm just not familiar with this kinda way to express myself
Soon or later will get used to it!!

Hmm..i'm now at CAIS.
Searching the infor for my fyp and assignments!!
This coming Wednesday need to submit my chapter 1 and also chapter 2 and 3's draft.
i feel like not rush at all. Don't now why??!!! BUT i Know i'm gonna die if i still waving in this kind of mood!