So finally this day has come. I knew it one day i'm gonna gone through this odd question.
My x neighbor(she's a woman at the age of 50+) asking me whether i'm still single or not. When i said "i don't have boyfriend", she quickly asked me to give her my ph no. said she wanna introduce a guy for me and kept on saying that how good he is bla bla bla................
You know what? I hate being treated like this! What? I'm old enough to be single is none of your business. You think it's gonna be live happily ever and ever for a marriage? Why don't you look back and check on your marriage and see how was your entire life looks like? I don't want to mention how difficult of your life here. Just that you don't deserve to tell me all this and trying to prove me wrong. Thank you for your "concern" but no thanks for any other than this.
I want to get married! This is for sure. I'd love to and dream to have a family. I'm not saying that i want to be single for the REST OF MY LIFE! I just don't want to make it so desperately cause i STRONGLY believe that He will plan for me. Either single or married, i'd accept it all.
Stop acting so ridiculous. I'm not choosy. I need someone at least has the same vision or a common interest with me. And at least can communicate well with me.
It is just that simple and i'm gonna sleep now.
Sunday, January 30, 2011
Saturday, January 29, 2011
At times, i'm lost.
Lost in my desires.
Lost in the human nature.
Lost in the uncertainty.
Accepting the fact that i'm only human. I'm sinful. There is no way out for me by myself.
Lost in the human nature.
Lost in the uncertainty.
Accepting the fact that i'm only human. I'm sinful. There is no way out for me by myself.
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
his new
I get the new from my Junior that he is joining the choir performance in UNIMAS. Of course i know he's not going to sing but having cello performance i think. Makes me think of him alone the way back to my house. So he's still in love with his dream...glad to hear that. It just so odd to think of how we get through all those painful times by ourselves and yet we are still alive to move on our life, separately. Though i always think that i am giving you the best i could, but now i only realized that the best one is only given by Him. FIGHTING!
Fun Trip
I made new friends from Liberia, France, Japan \(^O^)/ muahahahaha.....Am just so excited.
It first started from the LCCT, i and K took the Airasia bus to KL Central then we met up with S to bring us to Bkt Bintang. Our guest house located just next to the street of Jalan Alor. We had a roof room where i had a queen bed and K was having a single bed.^^ hihi...the room rate was cheap, it was only RM35 per night per person. And there were many many foreigners here! There were one from Liberia and another from Japan, and another one not sure from where... I think Sing sing was very excited too when he got to have a conversation with the Japanese.We had a lot of walk walk walk walk....
There was one crazy thing i did at there. I bought a super huge luggage ( i don't know its actual size but it is the one the people always carry oversea one). We carried it from Sunway to the opposite highway through pedestrian bridge. We took the bus to go back to somewhere near my stayed guest house. Then brought the luggage to 2nd floor of the guest house....and finally carrying it back to Sibu,,,,.we were so crazy!
There were not much places for me to go, probably 3 or 4 shopping malls for this trip cause i spent a day at Singapore(on bus, train, taxi and flight)
I woke up early at 3.30am on Sunday just to catch the 7.40 flight to Singapore. I had some nap at the airport while waiting for the flight. It was so great to be alone and having ugly sleeping post in the airport cause no one else would care about. From Singapore budget airport, i get a map and direction from the information center then move on to my adventurous journey. I spent only $5 for transportation fee at Singapore! I was so proud of myself about this! Bus and train were the only transport i used, of cause my 11 bus as well. As i wasn't familiar with the place so i canceled my 3 places visiting to only 1, that was Bugis Street. I skipped Chinatown and Little India. Actually wanna go to Sentosa Island and Zoo....But no time. I did a lot of trials and errors at there, for looking the location that i want to go. My legs were suffering the most....But on the trip to go back to Malaysia was quite smooth cause i just sat on the train and waited for the train passing 15 or 20 stations then til my station.
There was a women on the train in Singapore, i think she couldn't stand i kept on viewing my map everytime when the train stop at each station, she asked me where i wanted to go and i told her i wanna go to Keranji. She told me there were still very long way to go, she asked me to just sit back, relax and wait, but don't sleep. When she knew that i wanted to go to JB,she kept on reminding me to be careful and watch my bag carefully...She was so nice. Thanks young lady.
From Keranji to Woodland then Malaysia custom, those people there really shocked me. They walked freaky fast. They were not running, they were walking, with a rapid pace. In order to catch up them to bring me to the place(cause i'm not familiar with the custom), i had to follow them with their speed too....so tiring.
I met with a France couple at Larkin Station at JB. They had been cheated by the ticket seller. The ticket from JB to KL for me is RM31, but for them is RM85 each person. The ticket seller even lay on them telling them the tickets were including to Ipoh but in the end the driver only would want to stop them at KL and asked them to purchase another new ticket to Ipoh. So ashamed when i was doing the translation for them...I knew that they had been cheated but there was nothing i could do for them. I just bought them some snacks which made them returned me with a piece of paper writing her email address and using her limited English to tell me they were from France and if i would want to go to visit France, i can look for them.
CAN'T YOU PEOPLE SEE HOW NICE THEY ARE!!!! HOW COULD OUR MALAYSIAN DO THIS TO THEM!!!
It was 10.30pm when i reach Bkt Jalil bus station. No idea how to get back to my guest house and the taxi driver was always lying. I went to take bus but then went out again to look for LRT cause Angel's friend told me it was dangerous to take bus alone at night time. So i ran to look for LRT that would close on 11.45pm. Guess what? I managed to get to Hang Tuah and took the monorail to Bkt Bintang then walked back home. It was 11.55 sharp! I make it on time!!!
Last time when i went to Chieng Mai, there was a guy asking me am i from Japan. This time at KL, there were people asking me am i from Thailand, and Singapore. Haha....i look like a foreigner too!!!
I love budget traveling! It exposed me to a lot of interesting people and widen my view, and refresh my mind too. Of course, traveling partner is important too^^ Happy traveling with this group!
It first started from the LCCT, i and K took the Airasia bus to KL Central then we met up with S to bring us to Bkt Bintang. Our guest house located just next to the street of Jalan Alor. We had a roof room where i had a queen bed and K was having a single bed.^^ hihi...the room rate was cheap, it was only RM35 per night per person. And there were many many foreigners here! There were one from Liberia and another from Japan, and another one not sure from where... I think Sing sing was very excited too when he got to have a conversation with the Japanese.We had a lot of walk walk walk walk....
There was one crazy thing i did at there. I bought a super huge luggage ( i don't know its actual size but it is the one the people always carry oversea one). We carried it from Sunway to the opposite highway through pedestrian bridge. We took the bus to go back to somewhere near my stayed guest house. Then brought the luggage to 2nd floor of the guest house....and finally carrying it back to Sibu,,,,.we were so crazy!
There were not much places for me to go, probably 3 or 4 shopping malls for this trip cause i spent a day at Singapore(on bus, train, taxi and flight)
I woke up early at 3.30am on Sunday just to catch the 7.40 flight to Singapore. I had some nap at the airport while waiting for the flight. It was so great to be alone and having ugly sleeping post in the airport cause no one else would care about. From Singapore budget airport, i get a map and direction from the information center then move on to my adventurous journey. I spent only $5 for transportation fee at Singapore! I was so proud of myself about this! Bus and train were the only transport i used, of cause my 11 bus as well. As i wasn't familiar with the place so i canceled my 3 places visiting to only 1, that was Bugis Street. I skipped Chinatown and Little India. Actually wanna go to Sentosa Island and Zoo....But no time. I did a lot of trials and errors at there, for looking the location that i want to go. My legs were suffering the most....But on the trip to go back to Malaysia was quite smooth cause i just sat on the train and waited for the train passing 15 or 20 stations then til my station.
There was a women on the train in Singapore, i think she couldn't stand i kept on viewing my map everytime when the train stop at each station, she asked me where i wanted to go and i told her i wanna go to Keranji. She told me there were still very long way to go, she asked me to just sit back, relax and wait, but don't sleep. When she knew that i wanted to go to JB,she kept on reminding me to be careful and watch my bag carefully...She was so nice. Thanks young lady.
From Keranji to Woodland then Malaysia custom, those people there really shocked me. They walked freaky fast. They were not running, they were walking, with a rapid pace. In order to catch up them to bring me to the place(cause i'm not familiar with the custom), i had to follow them with their speed too....so tiring.
I met with a France couple at Larkin Station at JB. They had been cheated by the ticket seller. The ticket from JB to KL for me is RM31, but for them is RM85 each person. The ticket seller even lay on them telling them the tickets were including to Ipoh but in the end the driver only would want to stop them at KL and asked them to purchase another new ticket to Ipoh. So ashamed when i was doing the translation for them...I knew that they had been cheated but there was nothing i could do for them. I just bought them some snacks which made them returned me with a piece of paper writing her email address and using her limited English to tell me they were from France and if i would want to go to visit France, i can look for them.
CAN'T YOU PEOPLE SEE HOW NICE THEY ARE!!!! HOW COULD OUR MALAYSIAN DO THIS TO THEM!!!
It was 10.30pm when i reach Bkt Jalil bus station. No idea how to get back to my guest house and the taxi driver was always lying. I went to take bus but then went out again to look for LRT cause Angel's friend told me it was dangerous to take bus alone at night time. So i ran to look for LRT that would close on 11.45pm. Guess what? I managed to get to Hang Tuah and took the monorail to Bkt Bintang then walked back home. It was 11.55 sharp! I make it on time!!!
Last time when i went to Chieng Mai, there was a guy asking me am i from Japan. This time at KL, there were people asking me am i from Thailand, and Singapore. Haha....i look like a foreigner too!!!
I love budget traveling! It exposed me to a lot of interesting people and widen my view, and refresh my mind too. Of course, traveling partner is important too^^ Happy traveling with this group!
Thursday, January 20, 2011
Random
I am soon off to go to Singapore alone for the very first time. Doing some researches online on the route and map in Singapore, taking notes and try to memorize the name of the places.
There were many many times i dreamt for going to Singapore, wondering who is going to bring me to that island and who shall i spend together with at there. But i never expect i would make it all alone for this purpose. It is not for a traveling trip or any vacation trip. I couldn't describe the feeling right now. Mixture of nervous, afraid, excited, adventurous, happy, courageous, and lonely. I think it is normal for a gal at my age to go to another country that she never went before.
I'm exploring my life journey and fighting for my vision!
Recently i changed my facebook profile photo, and there were some jerks that leaving me sarcastic comments! So annoying but it was so damn true that i'm having acne prone skin problem. You guys are really unlucky cause i'm avenging about this issue. (Though i know you guys are just kidding and mean no serious) I just hate you guys! Low credit to you all!
There were many many times i dreamt for going to Singapore, wondering who is going to bring me to that island and who shall i spend together with at there. But i never expect i would make it all alone for this purpose. It is not for a traveling trip or any vacation trip. I couldn't describe the feeling right now. Mixture of nervous, afraid, excited, adventurous, happy, courageous, and lonely. I think it is normal for a gal at my age to go to another country that she never went before.
I'm exploring my life journey and fighting for my vision!
Recently i changed my facebook profile photo, and there were some jerks that leaving me sarcastic comments! So annoying but it was so damn true that i'm having acne prone skin problem. You guys are really unlucky cause i'm avenging about this issue. (Though i know you guys are just kidding and mean no serious) I just hate you guys! Low credit to you all!
Thursday, January 13, 2011
babe...
Thanks CK for reminding me back the sweet feeling. Though i doubt on your motive but still you made me smile during my awkward time. So i kept you in my space.
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
Menstrual cramp issue
Some one just corrected my mistake for putting rude statement on the facebook. Saying that as a Christian, we should watch out what we do and what we say out there. I totally understand what is he saying. But believe it or not, his statement made me suck.
I know i'm not in a good mood to talk about this and i know that i shouldn't react like that no matter what happen on me, cause i'm a christian.
You see, the above statement really makes me kinda thinking why there are people using christian as a weapon. I am so sick. I am having period pain, the feeling that i know none of the guy in this world would gonna know or feel about it! Not even close even making comparison of different pains to describe the level of the pain.
I was thinking of this when i drove myself home from office. Yea, and i'm kinda "be song" and i'm giving myself lame excuse that i'm in period pain and he's not. Then there is a picture that Jesus died for us on the cross that totally made me guilt. So, i'm replying that guy and let him know that i was wrong and telling him that it wasn't a good time for me to digest it.
So end of this menstrual cramp issue. And i gonna take more precautious on my words next time.
I know i'm not in a good mood to talk about this and i know that i shouldn't react like that no matter what happen on me, cause i'm a christian.
You see, the above statement really makes me kinda thinking why there are people using christian as a weapon. I am so sick. I am having period pain, the feeling that i know none of the guy in this world would gonna know or feel about it! Not even close even making comparison of different pains to describe the level of the pain.
I was thinking of this when i drove myself home from office. Yea, and i'm kinda "be song" and i'm giving myself lame excuse that i'm in period pain and he's not. Then there is a picture that Jesus died for us on the cross that totally made me guilt. So, i'm replying that guy and let him know that i was wrong and telling him that it wasn't a good time for me to digest it.
So end of this menstrual cramp issue. And i gonna take more precautious on my words next time.
PMS
PMS (Premenstrual Syndrome) is something that guy will never ever understand!
So shitty! It’s killing me now!!!!!!
I couldn’t stand to tolerate anyone in this particular period especially under this syndrome.
You bastard!!
Stupid moron!
Sunday, January 9, 2011
At the back scene of Ezo Hair show
Saturday, January 8, 2011
He wrote me a letter.
Dear my lovely daughter,
I love the way you talk to me about your fears and telling me your wishes. Keep going my dear. Take heart because they day i come is not too far.
Love,
Havenly Father
Jesus Christ
Massaging eh??
I feel so sick right now.
Interviewing 5 candidates continuously for the whole morning.
Creating headache for myself. Sucking my energy.
I miss massaging.
Why i didn't try one at Thailand hor?....Haiz....so pity.
Interviewing 5 candidates continuously for the whole morning.
Creating headache for myself. Sucking my energy.
I miss massaging.
Why i didn't try one at Thailand hor?....Haiz....so pity.
Thursday, January 6, 2011
Food Delivery
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
i fired my boss
How is the feeling to hand in a resignation letter?
I thought that it would be a release or something that makes me free, like telling my boss that they can't handle me...But it isn't going in that way....
I just know that I need to move forward. All i know is i need to go forward no matter how people criticized me or laughed at my plan. Soon or later people will all know about my decision, am sure at that time they are more gonna asking a lot of whysssssssssss. Thanks for the real concerns but no thanks for those making sarcastic remarks.
I thought that it would be a release or something that makes me free, like telling my boss that they can't handle me...But it isn't going in that way....
I just know that I need to move forward. All i know is i need to go forward no matter how people criticized me or laughed at my plan. Soon or later people will all know about my decision, am sure at that time they are more gonna asking a lot of whysssssssssss. Thanks for the real concerns but no thanks for those making sarcastic remarks.
Saturday, January 1, 2011
Mom's wish which i'm barely to compromise
A new beginning with a new wish or many wishes. So do my mom. I almost forgot about this until the morning conversation.
Mom: Last night auntie xxx asked me whether you got boy friend or not?
Me: Then what you say?
Mom: i said do know her lo.
Me: Oo.
Mom: You really have one?
Me: No, i don't have.
Mom: Did J call you?
Me: No.
Mom: He has new girlfriend is it?
Me: I have no idea.
Mom: You guys not contact anymore?
Me: No, why should i care about other people's business, it is none of my business anymore.
Mom: You really can go and find one if there are good guy out there...
Mom, marriage doesn't guarantee happiness forever. Good guy never promise will be good guy forever. Most vital is i know what i'm aiming for. And i'm still young. 25years old is not old for me.
Mom: Last night auntie xxx asked me whether you got boy friend or not?
Me: Then what you say?
Mom: i said do know her lo.
Me: Oo.
Mom: You really have one?
Me: No, i don't have.
Mom: Did J call you?
Me: No.
Mom: He has new girlfriend is it?
Me: I have no idea.
Mom: You guys not contact anymore?
Me: No, why should i care about other people's business, it is none of my business anymore.
Mom: You really can go and find one if there are good guy out there...
Mom, marriage doesn't guarantee happiness forever. Good guy never promise will be good guy forever. Most vital is i know what i'm aiming for. And i'm still young. 25years old is not old for me.