Things did not go smooth lately.
2 colleagues wanna resign at the same time.
And both of them are from the same department.
36 miles' site manager needs another mechanic and clerk.
Pasai's site manager is looking for Indon.
I need to prepare the organization chart with all the detail of job descriptions, write in proposal for Hari Raya open house and design for the new t-shirt.
Colleagues went in and out from my room telling me about all their secrets and thoughts.
Asking about my point of view.
And i have to make sure all of them are okay.
Am learning to forget all those not so important things so that i won't explode.
Feel like want to find someone to talk to.
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Am waiting for his reply.

My dear Mr D

We are living in an unfair world

Equality is awfully simple to mention

In order to apply, it’s simply awful

Human changed from a white sheet into a colorful sheet

When they started to step deeply into this world

The more you stayed with this environment

The more ideas appear in your mind

Hopefully not all are wicked!

For those Mr/Ms Small who have to scarify their precious time and energy to save a poor company, equality is the mediator.

Without it, it will bring back nothing to YOU!

My dear Mr B

Why on earth an employee holding RM3500 wage per month has nothing to do in the office. After he finished reading Utusan Borneo, after chatting around with the other stuffs who are extremely busy, after passing around the office’s desks hundred of times, I saw his face through the transparent glass of the window. He was bored. I could read his face. He got nothing to do in the office! Seriously! I couldn’t understand why we need this kinda worker? It’s just like feeding a pet! A useless pet! Even dogs can help to take care of the house and cats can catch the rats! What can u have??? Kept asking for leave leave and leave!!! Annual leave! Back early! Overtime!?! Pls la, I never ever saw you appear in the office out of office hour. Thought I was blind ??

Who can calm the storm?

Started to miss my Unimas's desk....

Heavy heavy and heavy

Heavy breakfast with Hung and Nic!

After 20 minutes!

Here comes again heavy lunch at Pizza Hut with Nic, Cheng and Ling...

And this!

Huhu~

Passed by a church and saw this!

Randon thought again

Went to a gathering with my secondary school's class mate to night at Uncle Dom sambil gave Jing Jing a small birthday surprise. Looking at their faces, still the same, just additional layer of make ups and additional luxury accessories.

And guess what?

I'm the only 1 who wore slipper! Hooray for it!!

We were chitchating about our life, taking photos, having drinks, and cakes.

From their conversations, i noticed that some of them still the same like before. I mean their attitudes towards life. Or i can say they are expecting more and more! The way they talked is like got isi tersirat inside it.

Looking at them but my mind was wondering what should i write in my blog later when i'm home. I just don't enjoy it with some of them.
Just some.

Then i started to think what was actually loaded in their mind? Do they really happy with their life? Are the words out of their mouth is what they really want?

Looked at her, pretty, gorgeous, finacial freedom, only child in her family, even her parent would pick her go and back from the gathering place! She's just like a princess! They seem don't have to worry about their life. Everything are so easy for them. I can imaging their life will most probably like " marrying a handsome and rich guy, everyday dress pretty pretty and compare here and there with others......" *_*

Sounds like i'm jealous right? But no lo....Am just feel pity of them..Wasting their time to do something meaningless yet still they are proud of it.
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Reached home around 11pm, a friend called me. He was having some problems in his job. So i just lent my ear to him. He is quite tough actually. But then still we are human. sometimes, we are weak. We need supports from our friends are family. We need advices from others. We need someone to pull us out of the dead end. We need to be wake up by others!

Hope he really can make it.
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Knowing that he is going to have fun with his colleagues. Am glad cause so fast he can go clubbing with his colleagues. I'm quite worry about him cause of his hectic life over there. However worry is worry, i still trust he can handle it. I'm not sure my "pause and play" works or not on his job ...
Back to point 1 again, life is too short and unpredictable, pointless to worry too much everyday! Appreciate what you have now,no matter it is sweet, sour, bitter or spicy! Cause you'll never know what is waiting in front of you!

Body

Physical outlook---is it important for you?
I do agree that physical outlook can really catch my attention.
But if you really want to find a soul mate, is that count in your list?

I have friends who take this very serious.
Their point of views is if someone can't even take good care of their body,
how can they look after their loves one...
Same goes to if you don't love yourself, how can you love the others??
(I can accept this reason)

Look around people beside us, how many of them really care about their diet?
Do they see exercises as part of their life?
Or just eat whatever they want at whatever time?

Gals...\("G")/
pls take care of your body!
Those "i'll love you forever no matter how you body shape looks like!" from guys are all bullshit!!!
Don't be so naive!

Am not imply it to anyone, just love yourself!
Inside and outside of yours...

Tips for better life!

• No matter how you feel, just get up, dress up and show up!

• Whatever good or bad situation, it will CHANGE!

• No one is in charge of your happiness EXCEPT you!

• What other people think of you is NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS!

• You don't have to win an argument! Agree to disagree does not mean you are a loser!

Enjoy the ride~~

My colleagues

My colleagues include 5 staffs in Account department, 3 form Purchasing department, 2 operation managers, office boy and 3 bosses! But i only close with the accout department's staffs, the rest still ok ok only.


The one who was so exited and pointing here and there is my office's accountant. The 1 mata senyet here is assistant accountant. While the one holding the ph is account clerk. The rest are Orang Tepi. We always used to have lunch together, especially on Saturday! cause the bills are count on company!!xixixi...Oya..forgot to tell you, we were in KFC, Sanyan.

Another lunch at McD, and it is sponsered by one of the site manager, named Jeffery.



See how high the lemak and garam!!! Rubbish food!


Dinner at the restaurant beside my office. The min hoon that he hold was just as hard as rope. Looks like rope also! And the fry egg on the plate was cooked in oil sup!肥死啊！



The only good thing is - i learnt to eat Chilli!

I know is hard for you this moment.

To gain experience from falling down
To learn new things form mistakes
To work so hard to prove your ability
To endure all those colleagues
To stand those rough time at work
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Honey,
just wanna let you know

Life is a school and we are here to learn
problems are simply part of the curriculum
that appear to enhance our result
and fade away like an algebra class

But the lessons we learnt will last a lifetime!

Quote from you"let's work it out together"!

Marriage

When i was young, i thought that marriage was a simple thing.
You just go and find the one that you liked or you loved,
then live together and you will live happy forever and ever with your husband.

Until i met S.
At first, we were perfectly match!
I mean the personality.
But time passed by, we started to show up our bad side.
He tended to use lies to cover himself.
And i tended to lie myself about everything.
I thought this is the best way for us.
But i guess i was wrong...
Things getting more and more complicated..
No more romance, no more sweet words (all were lies)..
All i had were unlimited problems and worries!!!

I then noticed that marriage is not guarantee of happy forever!

My sister is another victim now!
Not to say victim actually...
Is just marriage does not only involve you and your spouse..
It involves money, family members, and all those material things.
It burdens us.
But of course if you are mature enough to look all the bad things into positive, that's good!

It's just hard for an ordinary people, seriously...

It is always happier to date than to marry, rite?
(haiz...how come i become so irresponsible??)

Sibu

Haha....

Megan Fox

I found this comment in the facebook just now.
I haven't watch transformer yet
but i do heard about "sexiest women in the world" 's honour on her.

What's her feeling to be voted as sexiest women in the world hor??
And got so many admirers all around the world~~
Would she face any difficulty to choose her boyfriend?
Maybe she got her boyfriend already lo hor~~am always not the updated 1...

Well

Guys who drools,

here are some photos for u...

Random thought

1 week went by..
i'm quite used to the new working environment.
Colleagues are very nice to me.
Just my boss like to give lecturing...
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My sister and her husband finally move to their new house
which is quite far from here...
My house become quiet...
Then my mom told me,
"Luckily you still here with us and worked in Sibu,
otherwise am sure "child sick" and feel lonely" ^.^

My sister's new house~~

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To night went to Borneo Cultural Festival at town square there with my parent
we met my uncle and aunt with their 4 children
My aunt asked my mom,
why me only? Where are the rest?
Then my mom said,
"left her only with us".
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Before we back
i brought my dad to Pasar Malam to buy some "Pao" as tomorrow breakfast.
My mom stayed in the car cause she said she was tired already...
On the way back to our car with my dad,
we saw my mom was lying on the seat
then my dad ejek her said
"so laoya 1, so fast get sleep...."
haha...

I do cherish the moment with them ^.^
And i strongly feel that they really need me to be with them!
They are so cute....... (even though sometime turned evil)
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i noticed that quite a lot of my friend they dreamed about making big money
Their dreams are money Money MOney MONey MONEy and MONEY!!!
i used to think like that,
but now i try to not put it as my 1st priority in my life
i noticed that it helps to change my life...
i found peace.
Something that i never experienced in my life before
I'm no more hungry for money
but of course i look forward to my increment!
it's just i won't complaint about like what should i get from someone else...things like that.

Except 1 think------------Relationship
i'm still struggle in my relationship
I can't master it well...




And
I miss my friends...
so much!

Drowsy

I felt drowsy...
Even though i ate the medicine at night time
but the drug's effect will continue to the next day,
making me sleepy and drowsy all day long...

I can feel that the drug is working on my body now...

+.+....i can't stand anymore!

Physical discomfort..

生病了我！
好不舒服。。。
先是喉咙痛，接着是流鼻涕，然后是咳嗽。

刚刚服下Panadol Cold & flu
以为不会对它敏感了，
结果令我更痛苦。。。。

希望不是什么A流感。。。