Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
今天老板叫开会
说我没自制!说她每天很守时来上班~那~你知道她也是最守时下班吗?
几乎可以说一个礼拜没几天是守时下班的我！
就是知道都不能准时下班，都会帮你做免费的OT，所以早上才会慢几分钟。从没超过十五分钟！
很多事物想法都是你们给逼的！
一直的付出你视而不见，几分钟的事物你计较的一清二楚！
不过你也没错啦，不管怎样是不应该迟到。
宁愿多做给你也不要欠你。省的手尾长！
记住了，要SELF DISCIPLINE！
还有要节省资源。
要省纸。
要充分利用每一分每一秒。
不可看报纸。
不可闲聊。
不可上网做工作外的事。
不能担保哦~~真的要看你们是怎样对待我们！！
要省纸，请不要随心所欲的换该FORM.
要充分利用每分每秒，请不要给我们ｌａｓｔ ｍｉｎｕｔｅ ｗｏｒｋｓ！
不可看报纸，那你订报纸是舍意思？给你每天放工带回家的？
不可闲聊，未免太刻薄了吧！那个工作环境是不会闲聊两句的？又是谁说大家没有沟通，没有关心对方的？
不可上网做工作外的事，那你就不要把我们都逼到墙角。要不是有ｉｎｔｅｒｎｅｔ让自己打起精神继续下去，
我看情况会比现在糟，起码我还能对住你微笑！
几乎可以说一个礼拜没几天是守时下班的我！
就是知道都不能准时下班，都会帮你做免费的OT，所以早上才会慢几分钟。从没超过十五分钟！
很多事物想法都是你们给逼的！
一直的付出你视而不见，几分钟的事物你计较的一清二楚！
不过你也没错啦，不管怎样是不应该迟到。
宁愿多做给你也不要欠你。省的手尾长！
记住了，要SELF DISCIPLINE！
还有要节省资源。
要省纸。
要充分利用每一分每一秒。
不可看报纸。
不可闲聊。
不可上网做工作外的事。
不能担保哦~~真的要看你们是怎样对待我们！！
要省纸，请不要随心所欲的换该FORM.
要充分利用每分每秒，请不要给我们ｌａｓｔ ｍｉｎｕｔｅ ｗｏｒｋｓ！
不可看报纸，那你订报纸是舍意思？给你每天放工带回家的？
不可闲聊，未免太刻薄了吧！那个工作环境是不会闲聊两句的？又是谁说大家没有沟通，没有关心对方的？
不可上网做工作外的事，那你就不要把我们都逼到墙角。要不是有ｉｎｔｅｒｎｅｔ让自己打起精神继续下去，
我看情况会比现在糟，起码我还能对住你微笑！
Monday, February 22, 2010
我想我长大了
是不愿意承认吗？好像他并不是我要的...
他的生活不是我所向往的. 什么我还年轻，我还是单身都是借口！
现在这个样，以后只会更糟糕，不会更好的.不要傻了.
看住照片里每一副模样让我很心寒.
心里空白一片，
唯一的想法是“好彩和他只是刚开始”。
说什么健康重要都是屁话！
说什么不要和别人太亲近，自己是什么身份的狗屎话!
我不要独自忍受一切。
一直到今天不时会想起过去的种种。
那些硬想都想不起的事却突然闪入脑海中。
那些又哄又骗的手段一幕幕的闪过脑海。
停下手头上的工，嘴角只有一抹冷笑。
心想再来一次这样的男人，怎样都不能忍！
原来这事故的目的在这儿。
提醒不要盲从。
他的生活不是我所向往的. 什么我还年轻，我还是单身都是借口！
现在这个样，以后只会更糟糕，不会更好的.不要傻了.
看住照片里每一副模样让我很心寒.
心里空白一片，
唯一的想法是“好彩和他只是刚开始”。
说什么健康重要都是屁话！
说什么不要和别人太亲近，自己是什么身份的狗屎话!
我不要独自忍受一切。
一直到今天不时会想起过去的种种。
那些硬想都想不起的事却突然闪入脑海中。
那些又哄又骗的手段一幕幕的闪过脑海。
停下手头上的工，嘴角只有一抹冷笑。
心想再来一次这样的男人，怎样都不能忍！
原来这事故的目的在这儿。
提醒不要盲从。
Saturday, February 20, 2010
你有這樣的感覺？
不知道大家會不會有這樣的感覺...
其實任何事都一樣
總是繞了一大圈之後又回到了最初的自我
所以人更應該懂得知足
而不是無止盡的追求深不見底的慾望
有時候最簡單
最原始的
最初的或許才是最好...
有些人或許常常在抱怨自己不夠快樂
不夠幸福
不夠富有
但其實你跌到谷底的時候不滿足
飛到雲端還是會不滿足...
當然我的意思並是說這一大圈是白繞了
而是應該抱著美好的心情去追尋自己的可能性
而不是總是怨天尤人
就算會回到原點
也還是走了一遭
任何喜怒哀樂都是你的回憶...
跌了跤也好
遇到挫折失敗也好
回頭看看自己的原點
那最簡單的生活
其實並沒有那麼糟
對吧？＝ˇ＝
Friday, February 19, 2010
Why here?
I don't wanna visit here a lot. But where or who else can i talk to? I'm doing it alone. I'm tired of my job. I have workload that i can't estimate when can finish 1.
Why izit so hart to reply a message? I don't wanna let other to have priority to understand me more, to get close with me. But why eveything seems so...I'm keeping it for myself. It is not right and i know. Can't state that what should i do & what shouldn't in a relationship. It really depends on how the situation like...
Haiz...I started missing mosquito.
I met with Stanley's aunt at my sister house. She done nothing wrong but i dislike her. Totally. I was so rough, totally ignored her until she asked whether am i ping ping. She said i'm getting round a bit, hardly to recognize me. She makes me think of him. How's his mom. How's everything. Hows and whys...
Irence looks for me to go clubbing again. Think she's falling in love with the present of me at club. Yes i like clubbing. But not become 2nd hand smoker, went back home with the smell like shit, bringing a pair of panda eyes to work the next day, become No. 1 dozer in the office......
No thanks.
My mom kept on wanting introducing GUYS for me! Come on mom, i'm not so lauya le...and what's the worst is she wants my brother's friends!!!! I told her, just let me know who you want then i'll call and ask them want me or not!!! See who lebih li hai~~
I shouldn't pay so much attention on this small and stupid matters. I should know what should put in priority. I should have known. I just want to release myself by throwing everything out. Am i right?
Yes.
Why izit so hart to reply a message? I don't wanna let other to have priority to understand me more, to get close with me. But why eveything seems so...I'm keeping it for myself. It is not right and i know. Can't state that what should i do & what shouldn't in a relationship. It really depends on how the situation like...
Haiz...I started missing mosquito.
I met with Stanley's aunt at my sister house. She done nothing wrong but i dislike her. Totally. I was so rough, totally ignored her until she asked whether am i ping ping. She said i'm getting round a bit, hardly to recognize me. She makes me think of him. How's his mom. How's everything. Hows and whys...
Irence looks for me to go clubbing again. Think she's falling in love with the present of me at club. Yes i like clubbing. But not become 2nd hand smoker, went back home with the smell like shit, bringing a pair of panda eyes to work the next day, become No. 1 dozer in the office......
No thanks.
My mom kept on wanting introducing GUYS for me! Come on mom, i'm not so lauya le...and what's the worst is she wants my brother's friends!!!! I told her, just let me know who you want then i'll call and ask them want me or not!!! See who lebih li hai~~
I shouldn't pay so much attention on this small and stupid matters. I should know what should put in priority. I should have known. I just want to release myself by throwing everything out. Am i right?
Yes.
Thursday, February 18, 2010
初五
初五了。也开工了。心情还在过新年。人人嘴里都喊着太快了！太快了！怎么新年过的这样快啊！不管怎样喊都没用啊，日子还不是要过。外地做工的朋友都回去了，好舍不得哦。。。下次你请吃好的啊～~
最近有偷偷发现教会有一男子似乎对我有些异样。明明就已经去A家拜过年了还一直邀约人家去A家拜年说人家一直叫去他家拜年。奇怪，要是我去过的我是不会再短期内再去第二遍了。要胜防， 要胜防。。。
最近有偷偷发现教会有一男子似乎对我有些异样。明明就已经去A家拜过年了还一直邀约人家去A家拜年说人家一直叫去他家拜年。奇怪，要是我去过的我是不会再短期内再去第二遍了。要胜防， 要胜防。。。
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
跳舞
这个新年为公司可说是做牛做马！年宴兼五周年让我费神不少。不过谢谢身边一些同事的帮忙。从拣选饭店，食谱，节目，客人，场地，蛋糕，说词。。。最后很感恩一切都很顺利的进行。晚宴后还和外坡同事们去跳舞减压。不喜欢这样的应酬也得要有。还和老板娘跳得天花坠乱！
昨晚和同学们去跳舞。以前还是小男生的现在一个个像饿狼似的。对着女人有杀错不放过。跳舞在我这儿好像还是很新，大家都用异样看待女人跳舞。好像会跳舞的女孩就是很好刷。不怎么愿意承认，我好像比较会捉住男人的目光。而且是烂男人。总会有些不怕死兼以为自己很有魅力的男子靠来，非常厌恶！
矛盾的我常在跳舞及担心之间徘徊。我很喜欢跳舞，那种我是女王的感觉。不再自卑，不再觉得自己有所短缺。担心是因为别人对我的看法永远是负的。自我约束太多，甚至到把自己身上那一套也用来衡套在别人身上。
昨晚和同学们去跳舞。以前还是小男生的现在一个个像饿狼似的。对着女人有杀错不放过。跳舞在我这儿好像还是很新，大家都用异样看待女人跳舞。好像会跳舞的女孩就是很好刷。不怎么愿意承认，我好像比较会捉住男人的目光。而且是烂男人。总会有些不怕死兼以为自己很有魅力的男子靠来，非常厌恶！
矛盾的我常在跳舞及担心之间徘徊。我很喜欢跳舞，那种我是女王的感觉。不再自卑，不再觉得自己有所短缺。担心是因为别人对我的看法永远是负的。自我约束太多，甚至到把自己身上那一套也用来衡套在别人身上。
Saturday, February 13, 2010
Chinese New Year 2010
Is Chinese new year again~
This year is a brand new for me.
I'm not longer student
I'm 24 years old
My network not only extend to x course mate, church friend but my colleagues as well
And this year, valentine's day fall on the 1st day of chinese new year.
Happy valentine!
Maybe is good to be like this...Miri and cbu. So that able to spend quality times with family
Talk bout family, when cny is getting closer and closer, the little arguments between my mom and dad are getting more frequent. I don't understand how they can survive their marriage in that kinda circumstances. I'm wishing their relationship will getting better and better and try to understand each other well, especially dad.
For me, wishing me be strong all the time no matter what i go through. Be patient towards everything and everyone.
I love me. I love u. Always.
This year is a brand new for me.
I'm not longer student
I'm 24 years old
My network not only extend to x course mate, church friend but my colleagues as well
And this year, valentine's day fall on the 1st day of chinese new year.
Happy valentine!
Maybe is good to be like this...Miri and cbu. So that able to spend quality times with family
Talk bout family, when cny is getting closer and closer, the little arguments between my mom and dad are getting more frequent. I don't understand how they can survive their marriage in that kinda circumstances. I'm wishing their relationship will getting better and better and try to understand each other well, especially dad.
For me, wishing me be strong all the time no matter what i go through. Be patient towards everything and everyone.
I love me. I love u. Always.
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
I wanted to tell u my feeling.
But always not a right time.
When i wanna tell u something bad, u're in good and high mood.
I can't.
The way u judged me makes me difficult to tell u everything.
Things that i thought is small.
But then it will become the topic of our argument.
U said u don't want to hear any news bout him cause it will put u into bad mood.
But do u understand my feeling? I am not easy. To tell you all this.
sometimes i will doubt that honest really lead to happy ending?
Someone told me guy will never let go the mistakes that gal did.
I put that into mind.
Sometimes i'll think of asking u if u cannot accept this why u still wanna accpet me after all this?
The guilt bites me all the time.
I'm trying to save everything.
When i out with someone else alone doesn't mean i will cheat on you!
And i'm not purposely wanna be alone with them.
The way u reacted makes me guilty.
It hurts me.
It shows that u don't believe me. Anymore.
Don't tell me u don't have.
Everytime when i wanna said sorry to you, i'll kept my mouth shut.
Cause i know u'll say "sorry means nothing, don't u think is a little bit too late?"
Honey, i'm not as bad as what u thought.
I'm not...
Like i never think about u.
But always not a right time.
When i wanna tell u something bad, u're in good and high mood.
I can't.
The way u judged me makes me difficult to tell u everything.
Things that i thought is small.
But then it will become the topic of our argument.
U said u don't want to hear any news bout him cause it will put u into bad mood.
But do u understand my feeling? I am not easy. To tell you all this.
sometimes i will doubt that honest really lead to happy ending?
Someone told me guy will never let go the mistakes that gal did.
I put that into mind.
Sometimes i'll think of asking u if u cannot accept this why u still wanna accpet me after all this?
The guilt bites me all the time.
I'm trying to save everything.
When i out with someone else alone doesn't mean i will cheat on you!
And i'm not purposely wanna be alone with them.
The way u reacted makes me guilty.
It hurts me.
It shows that u don't believe me. Anymore.
Don't tell me u don't have.
Everytime when i wanna said sorry to you, i'll kept my mouth shut.
Cause i know u'll say "sorry means nothing, don't u think is a little bit too late?"
Honey, i'm not as bad as what u thought.
I'm not...
Like i never think about u.
He gave his wedding invitation card to me today.
I'm happy for him and for her.
At last they get married.
I didn't screw up everything.
I will not attend his wedding.
No because of him, is because of her.
Yes. I'm guilty.
I can't help this feeling.
I'm sorry for everyone who get involved.
A big fullstop here. From now on!
I'm happy for him and for her.
At last they get married.
I didn't screw up everything.
I will not attend his wedding.
No because of him, is because of her.
Yes. I'm guilty.
I can't help this feeling.
I'm sorry for everyone who get involved.
A big fullstop here. From now on!
single woman=no cure?
I read the newspaper today, saw an article with this title: Single woman=No cure?
It says that single woman will have below characteristics:
a) Get used to some bad habit
- smoke and drink cause no one will gonna care about it even though she knows that it is not good for health
b) Afraid of wedding invitation
- In the wedding dinner, she might shows to the other that she enjoys been single but deep inside her heart she is hoping that she can end up her single life. Watching the other couple makes her think of the memories she had before.
c) Spend money whatever she wants
- been single, no much expenses to be worry, normally will buy what ever she wants claiming that she wanna makes herself happy.
d) Looks pretty in front of people, look like shit out of crowded
- No one would care whether she is good or not, why don't just as lazy as she could. Or maybe is lacking of supervised from someone(partner).
e) Always been called by boss
- called as workaholic, superwoman...are only the excuses for being single. She sacrifices her times for the company. Go out early from home, back at mid night. At last become executive or high level in the company but who is responsible for her singleness? Boss will think that she is always available cause she is single and no family burden at all.
f) Events phobia especially valentine's day
- she'll think nothing much she can do during any of the events. No companies. No present. No invitation.
g) crazy on blogging
- is a place to release everything for her. When she can't find a good listener, she would rather talk to herself and write out on blog. And in her blog, mostly are sad topic! And her blog must be have lots of follower. Because she's single.
I'm into 4 of this characteristics. Shit!
It says that single woman will have below characteristics:
a) Get used to some bad habit
- smoke and drink cause no one will gonna care about it even though she knows that it is not good for health
b) Afraid of wedding invitation
- In the wedding dinner, she might shows to the other that she enjoys been single but deep inside her heart she is hoping that she can end up her single life. Watching the other couple makes her think of the memories she had before.
c) Spend money whatever she wants
- been single, no much expenses to be worry, normally will buy what ever she wants claiming that she wanna makes herself happy.
d) Looks pretty in front of people, look like shit out of crowded
- No one would care whether she is good or not, why don't just as lazy as she could. Or maybe is lacking of supervised from someone(partner).
e) Always been called by boss
- called as workaholic, superwoman...are only the excuses for being single. She sacrifices her times for the company. Go out early from home, back at mid night. At last become executive or high level in the company but who is responsible for her singleness? Boss will think that she is always available cause she is single and no family burden at all.
f) Events phobia especially valentine's day
- she'll think nothing much she can do during any of the events. No companies. No present. No invitation.
g) crazy on blogging
- is a place to release everything for her. When she can't find a good listener, she would rather talk to herself and write out on blog. And in her blog, mostly are sad topic! And her blog must be have lots of follower. Because she's single.
I'm into 4 of this characteristics. Shit!
