At the back scene of Ezo Hair show

That day i thought they were all aiming to shot for others, didn't realize that there were so much me inside too. I love this two, snapping me to become like a real model.

He wrote me a letter.

Dear my lovely daughter,

I love you. You always know it. I understand your pain and your suffering for been treated unfairly by others. For something that you couldn't control at all. Everytime when you cried for courage, i was there, just beside you. You are not alone. I see you trying and keep on trying to make everything better, to make your world cheered, to make your smile wider. Things will work out sweetie. Those sadness, disappointment, failure and tears are all my blessing for you, to make you a better person, to understand  more on yourself and others.  Your worries are in my eyes, you are not carrying all alone, i'm with you, you are not alone. Have faith on me, as i plan all these for you for good reason.  My time will never delay, it will come exactly the perfect time. Just follow my path, and share with me those criticisms from others, and i will teach you my words to comfort you. Don't be afraid when you feel lost, cause my promises will never fade.

I love the way you talk to me about your fears and telling me your wishes. Keep going my dear. Take heart because they day i come is not too far.

Love,

Havenly Father

Jesus Christ

Massaging eh??

I feel so sick right now.
Interviewing 5 candidates continuously for the whole morning.
Creating headache for myself. Sucking my energy.
I miss massaging.
Why i didn't try one at Thailand hor?....Haiz....so pity.

Food Delivery

I used to have this kinda service too, in UNIMAS. But it wasn't that advance using facebook. It was only spread using SMS. And i think the price is still not pricey. I gotta try this when i've chance to stay at Allamanda again.^^

i fired my boss

How is the feeling to hand in a resignation letter?
I thought that it would be a release or something that makes me free, like telling my boss that they can't handle me...But it isn't going in that way....

I just know that I need to move forward. All i know is i need to go forward no matter how people criticized me or laughed at my plan. Soon or later people will all know about my decision, am sure at that time they are more gonna asking a lot of whysssssssssss. Thanks for the real concerns but no thanks for those making sarcastic remarks.

Mom's wish which i'm barely to compromise

A new beginning with a new wish or many wishes. So do my mom. I almost forgot about this until the morning conversation.

Mom: Last night auntie xxx asked me whether you got boy friend or not?
Me: Then what you say?
Mom: i said do know her lo.
Me: Oo.
Mom: You really have one?
Me: No, i don't have.
Mom: Did J call you?
Me: No.
Mom: He has new girlfriend is it?
Me: I have no idea.
Mom: You guys not contact anymore?
Me: No, why should i care about other people's business, it is none of my business anymore.
Mom: You really can go and find one if there are good guy out there...


Mom, marriage doesn't guarantee happiness forever. Good guy never promise will be good guy forever. Most vital is i know what i'm aiming for. And i'm still young. 25years old is not old for me.