Wishes

I wish i can tell you everything with no worries.
But not just simply find someone to talk to.
I wish i can share all the good and bad things with you.
But not crying alone in my room.
I wish i can be placed in a special position in your heart.
But not just an ordinary girl's friend.
I wish i can be the 1st to hear all your good and bad things.
But not to hear from others.

I wish i'm not the last to know your things.

I wish i can control my heart not to miss you so much.
I wish i can control myself not to care you so much.
I wish i can control my emotion so that it would not easily influenced by you.

I wish i would not cry for you.

I wish you can be the 1st to know my everything.
I wish you can stand to know all the bad things that happened to me.
I wish you can care on me.
I wish you can be my supporter
when i was weak.


I wish...
you can stay away from me
if you just need a doll to play for.