People came in and out from my life everyday. Something that i couldn't control. No matter how much i wanna keep them with me for the rest of my life, still i have to let go. Friends, colleagues, lovers. Luckily i still have all my family with me. I was in the dilemma wondering why we have to cope with this kinda complicated feeling? I am afraid, am afraid i couldn't cope with if something happen in my life that would totally changed me, again.
I'm gratify that everytime when my soul is full with trouble, when i think of Him, i found peace. Even thought it sometimes last short, but at least i know i'm still learning "Faith".
I read a book recently, it says that human being are so suffer living in this world because they have wisdom, to differentiate what is worth for and what is not, what would benefit us and what wouldn't. Cause we calculate everything that we've done, cause we are clever enough to calculate. At times, too much wisdom will make us complicated. So ironically, people nowadays studies and get experiences for wisdom. Even me, too, always pray for giving wisdom. Do we really know what kinda wisdom that we want? For fulfilling this sinful world or for Godly world?
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