Being reminded to continue writing my blog. I looked back the last post, it was 2 weeks before.

Update here...

I switched my place to another Bedok area. The house was windy and sometimes me and my roommate felt cold even in the middle of our sleeps. The room was not small, enough for us to sleep and move around. The landlady was not very friendly so we decided to ignore her poker face and just go on our activities. I am luckily actually cause every weekend my roommate will go back to JB leaving me alone. I love and enjoy being alone.

I got a smartphone finally! With 12GB data plan which means that i can online 24 hours using my phone IF the line is always in perfect mode. Signing a 2 years contract with 700 minutes plan per month ended up the new phone only costs $148. Super cheap.

I had an argument with J last night. I just have no idea what i want. Messy mind i think. Afraid of been commited yet loving the way he treats me. Well, there is no free lunch, i know. Everything comes with a pay.  I've been focusing too much on him, job and me myself. Not achieving a spritually, mentally and physically balance pulled me to the edge of the room. So he is unlucky cause i exploded last night. Poor dear..is good too to let him know my dark side.

Again, stop asking what i want and what i am thinking. Cause i've no idea too. And i don't know how to cope with it when it is involving with J too. I can't think of a best way other than silent.

I think is time for him to read it.