I shall pleased myself before i pleased others. It's hard to pleased other and ignored mine. i just kinda hard to make it. People will only take for granted one step closer than another steps on me. They might think that i am alright with that and continue doing so, so that everything needs to go according to their plans. That's really a bad cycle.

I personally think that i am not someone who is difficult to spend with. I am blur and kinda messy at time but i learnt from every mistakes, like so serious. I dislike to be caught by the same person twice about my weakness, especially those treated me not really in respect manner. Mind these people, i can be better and better than you!

I am experiencing daily life that i need to tone in with someone who's having a different background of mine. Everyday i have new attitude to learn with in order to ease my life. And all these came from the mistakes that i've done before and that makes today's lesson. Flexibility plays an important role in my life now. But of course, that's not easy to cope with when i need to humble down myself and follow others' needs.

Sometime i doubted still. Some resentment, i pulled back for myself only. There is no way i can get them out with peacefully. The belief that i used to be firm with, started to shake. 

May Lord grants me wisdom and used me wisely.