Death

It took him suffering for a week before he was gone. The strong will keep on telling me that "he'll gonna be fine". Whenever my mom said: I think he's not okay. i would reply her: he will be alright, don't listen to other bullshit. I brought veterinary to come and visit him. I called and asked whether can i feed him some liquid glucose. I bought syringe just to feed him egg and glucose, to make sure that he won't suffer starvation even though he did not eat anything. I bought caser to feed him. I bought pedigree to feed him. But he just did not want to eat. His eyes full of pain. The way he looked at me was like telling me he was in pain. He wanted to eat but he couldn't swallow much. He was barely to move. He made no sounds at all for the whole week.  He couldn't excrete. The lower part of his body was swelling. I prayed. I prayed God to cure him if He wants him to be our member still; if He wanna take him back, please take him away, don't make him suffer. A few days later, he was gone. I was still in my office. My mom called and told me he was dead. I had no tear. Or maybe i stopped it. But i felt awful. I just so don't want him to leave me. Why it happened so sudden. I missed the naughty him, everytime making my clothes dirty, he was so in love with people touching him.

As a human being, death is the only thing that dread people away.