Ahah! i feel like so long didn't come in but then check with the last post, it's only a week more =.=
Guess my days were so wonderful everyday here!

My new boss is working good with me. He is much more better than the previous and he is knowledgeable, something that i can learn from him. He is an easy going person, don't have much high ego, easy to approach. The only thing that i sometimes ignored him is his 冲动ness. Ignoring here means when he started to Chong Dong, then i will quick quick shift the topic to the main point and narrow down to the problem that we need to solve. But so far i know he is only show that Chong Dongness to me but not other, so i treat it as a male wants to show off something in front of female.

My brother is jobless so i think he is not really in a nice mood. I think i did nag him over the phone (but all i can remember was i tried to remind him where should he focused on) till he hang up my phone rudely. I was pissed off that time, somemore it was late night and i haven't got back home yet, half way walked to my place. You know when you worried someone but someone use their cold ass to face you that kinda feeling? you really feel sad. I did feel sad. But before i slept that night, i pulled it over. Decided just give him time and pray for him. Man's ego-ness is important for them.

I went to have a 4 days occupational first aid training and it was awesome for me!! First, i learnt. Second, i feel like my friends and my family or people around me can count on me cause i can let them calm if something emergency happened (sendiri siok sendiri, feel like myself very herowoman). Third, i can stay away from my office for 4 days! Forth, it is a life time knowledge!

I brought 4 of my Sibu's friends to Sunday service and fellowship at different times. Looking back, i hate ma fan. I dislike to be distracted to take care of others (short form means selfish) and i hate going back home late. But now i am able to go beyond my limit. I brought them to fellowship with joys and take care of their feelings. i am willing to spend more time in fellowship. Thank God for changing me without my knowledge. And i see myself a happy and blessed girl from their own problems.

My doctor suspecting i am having kidney stone cause i have been experiencing side waist and kidney area pain when peeing. I went for urinary ultrasound last Saturday and the report will be out on coming Tuesday. My mom seemed very calm when i told her. Give thanks for that. And for myself i don't know how to describe the feeling...I went through all the checkup without much fear and not even thought that i am pity cause no one company me.  I thank God for that too. (From the check up things proved that my reading map skill is not improving at all!!! cause i lost the way when i went back from the medical place!!!!) Good things is I don't feel discomfort most of the time and i think i am not anxiously paranoid about how i feel when peeing, which i know some people they get paranoid when suspecting any illness, we called that 心理作用. Will see again the coming result. And my cell leader put this into group prayer, thanks for them, got the real friends feeling at last in Singapore cell group. I know we can't worry and control cause God is leading!

Update: The result was out! Thank God the result is normal!

Thanks my boyfriend for his caring and supporting!

Gonna sleep now..

ME going to Langkawi this coming weekend~ Wuhuuu~~ *i hope i can wear bikini this time*