Why here?

I don't wanna visit here a lot. But where or who else can i talk to? I'm doing it alone. I'm tired of my job. I have workload that i can't estimate when can finish 1.

Why izit so hart to reply a message? I don't wanna let other to have priority to understand me more, to get close with me. But why eveything seems so...I'm keeping it for myself. It is not right and i know. Can't state that what should i do & what shouldn't in a relationship. It really depends on how the situation like...
Haiz...I started missing mosquito.

I met with Stanley's aunt at my sister house. She done nothing wrong but i dislike her. Totally. I was so rough, totally ignored her until she asked whether am i ping ping. She said i'm getting round a bit, hardly to recognize me. She makes me think of him. How's his mom. How's everything. Hows and whys...

Irence looks for me to go clubbing again. Think she's falling in love with the present of me at club. Yes i like clubbing. But not become 2nd hand smoker, went back home with the smell like shit, bringing a pair of panda eyes to work the next day, become No. 1 dozer in the office......
No thanks.

My mom kept on wanting introducing GUYS for me! Come on mom, i'm not so lauya le...and what's the worst is she wants my brother's friends!!!! I told her, just let me know who you want then i'll call and ask them want me or not!!! See who lebih li hai~~

I shouldn't pay so much attention on this small and stupid matters. I should know what should put in priority. I should have known. I just want to release myself by throwing everything out. Am i right?
Yes.