Tuesday, February 9, 2010

I wanted to tell u my feeling.
But always not a right time.
When i wanna tell u something bad, u're in good and high mood.
I can't.

The way u judged me makes me difficult to tell u everything.
Things that i thought is small.
But then it will become the topic of our argument.

U said u don't want to hear any news bout him cause it will put u into bad mood.
But do u understand my feeling? I am not easy. To tell you all this.
sometimes i will doubt that honest really lead to happy ending?
Someone told me guy will never let go the mistakes that gal did.
I put that into mind.
Sometimes i'll think of asking u if u cannot accept this why u still wanna accpet me after all this?

The guilt bites me all the time.
I'm trying to save everything.
When i out with someone else alone doesn't mean i will cheat on you!
And i'm not purposely wanna be alone with them.
The way u reacted makes me guilty.
It hurts me.
It shows that u don't believe me. Anymore.
Don't tell me u don't have.

Everytime when i wanna said sorry to you, i'll kept my mouth shut.
Cause i know u'll say "sorry means nothing, don't u think is a little bit too late?"

Honey, i'm not as bad as what u thought.
I'm not...
Like i never think about u.

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