believe in yourself.
Don't doubt.
You have your own plans.
Plans that are led by Him.
So just ignored how wonderful other people can go overseas,
how good their pays,
how smart there are,
how successful they are...
We all have our own pathway to go.
Doesn't really have to follow the worldly so called "success"
Keep in mind, you're always special for Him. Always the special one.
Should be thankful as He chose you to be one of his plans.
Should take heart to think of what is the success that He refers.
But not on you.