I need time. A lot a lot of time. I'm not sure how long it would be, but i have to wait patiently. It's normal to have this unstable emotion, so don't panic or afraid by it. You don't have to pretend to be strong, just be who you are. Get away from people if you don't want to face them. Cry if you feel lost again. Look for friends if you need to talk. Eat regularly no matter how because you still have hopes, you're just temperory blocked by the heavy clouds. One day, you can see the sun again.

Have faith PING!!