Why not?

1st day of working after Kuching trip, my tray was fulled with all kind of document!
So demotivated to do it. And it's bored.
It was like lacking of something to make me move forward...
Sure i'll die 1 if i bring this kinda attitude to work at Singapore!
See, working in Sibu is so much comfortable than any other places...and this is the point that scared me.
I'm 24 years old. Not a little girl anymore. Now called lady. I could easily view my future here in Sibu. I'll be some kinda officer, doing the same tasks every day or every month, meeting with the unchanged poker faces around me, and all these gonna repeat and repeat again year by year!!!!

Sometimes really lost in this world. What should we look for? What is the purpose to be human in this world? why not a spider? Or a mosquito?  Why there are different stories on different people? Why????

And why i feel lost occasionally? Why i'm losing confidence in my life? Why there are so much doubts?

I think all these sound familiar to many man...



Still thinking....







My life won't be that simple! I have to make my life sparkling!